Can You See Me Now?

Sometimes I do this one thing of spying on my boyfriend's myspace. I rarely like to do that because I want to keep a sense of space between us. Not rush things and do whatever when we are ready. I am ready for anything but for some others not quite yet. Anyway, I've been thinking on using his screen name and his quote in a poem. He might have taken it from a song, but in case he hasn't, I really want to do something with it. Let's see.

Stands alone an lets the faith decide my way through is his screen name right now and seriously, I love that name for him. This is his quote:
"stands over the cliff with this last breath an takes a chance in life into the next. And waits as the sun sets through the horizon an as the clouds turns to light" I think they are both good.

I once did this, I used one of my friend's screen name and did a song with it. Her name is Alicia and most likely she is one of my best friend's. I haven't seen her since 2005 but I am always in touch with her. Well, it is a long story of how we met. There is this site, http://www.recoveryourlife.com where people who suffer from self-injury and eating disorders meets to talk out their problems. I was actually looking for people who are from Florida, just like me and I found this really nice girl, Alicia. We clicked well since the first time we spoke.
This is my little sister Alicia. Right now her life is about to become much more beautiful. She is expecting her second child. I hope it is a boy since she already has a baby girl. Her baby girl, whom I still have not met and want to meet badly, is so beautiful. Alicia herself is gorgeous. I truly mean this.

I don't know why am I speaking of Lici today. I think I have been thinking about her lots. I miss her too. I am hoping that someday in the near future I can take again another trip to Bartow and see her.
Anyway, last Saturday, January 31 was my 23 birthday. Let's be honest, I do not feel any different from when I was 22 or even 21. I think when I turn 25 it will begin to hit. Yesterday in my US Government class I told my study group that I turned 23 and someone told me that I don't even look like I am in my 18. That really shocked me. Can you please be the judge? That is me on the left. That picture is me looking quite funny actually. Have I a video blog that I made the same day took that picture. I could post it and seriously, it is very funny.

I've been thinking about Mega Con and how much fun it is going to be this year. I went last year and had TONS of fun, but it wasn't fun at all to have our car towed. That's what happened to my best friend Corie; he is the boyfriend AND most likely future fiancé of my best friend Cristina, all because he parked in a strip mall while we where at the convention center. Thank goodness our hotel is a 10 minute walk from the Orange County Convention Center and we can leave the car there. I am planing on cosplaying as some anime characters. First on Friday I will be Komatsu Nana or Hachi from the anime NANA. On Saturday I will be dressing up as my own character, Miss Murasaki Tsukiyama. She is a character from a manga that Cristina, Corie and I are writing. To be honest, I want to do her journal here on blogger. It will be a fictional journal but fun to read. I could do her sister's too, Chouko Tsukiyama. I have to think about it. Anyway, the last day of Mega Con I will be a character of Death Note. I believe her name is something like Naomi. I could be wrong. All I know is that she dresses all in black. Especially in black leather.

I have to go now. I have class tomorrow and I have not checked my missbimbo. Later!