A Letter

Dear Angel:



We are only a few days away from the day that would have been your birthday. Six years already if you had been born. My darling girl I miss you so much. The sky has been clouding up the past few days, since yesterday, a week before your day and I know why. It isn't that we need precipitation here in Florida, though we do need it; those are the tears that I don't have the courage to cry. I do want to cry, shed a few tears for missing you. Then I am not the only one who misses you. There is someone else; a someone that you know and hopefully you are watching over but we could have done without then and now. I some times think that I would do just about anything to be with you and baby you know I would, but only time will put us together once again. I have to keep on living for you. Even if it kills me to be constantly missing you, if it hurts so much not to have you here, I will wait for the day I will naturally depart from the face of the Earth and have you by my side. Just to think that you'd be in the First grade by next August. I still remember when I was in first grade. Wearing my cute little uniform jumper at the Catholic school my family had me in and making those amazing friends that to this day I still have. But nothing compares to the friends that are here with me. The ones I met in college. Just to think that I won't see you go away to college makes me really sad. There is just so much that I would have loved to see you do but I know there will come a day when I will give you a little sister or brother who will go through all the things you could not. Up there in Heaven is more likely to be better than here on Earth anyway, so don't you complain. I love you Angel Christine! With all my heart and soul, I love you!



Always with love,

Mom



(Angel Christine- miscarried on October 16 2002)